I’m disgusting
Need to loose weight before my holiday in 10 weeks time.
I figured that when I was in hospital, I didn’t eat anything for 3 weeks and I lost over a stone.
Now I’m not going to not eat at all, but if I eat substantially less and go to the gym as much as I can then I’m sure to loose a bit of weight.
Ugh I just wish I could do stomach exercises.
Not pregnant. Thank god.
I’m on the pill, but there’s a chance I could be pregnant. Idk I’m just worried. I didn’t miss a period but I’ve heard that the pill can cause fake periods even if you are pregnant. Is this true?
I need to take a test but I keep chickening out.
I know if I am pregnant I’ll get an abortion but I’d still rather not go through it…
I need to do something sooner rather than later.
Tomorrow morning I will take a test.
I’m scared I’m pregnant.
There’s a chance I might be pregnant. But I’m waiting until my period either shows or not next weekend before I take a test. I’m so nervous. I’ve had one scare before but it turns out it was just a scare. I hope this one is too.
I know I can just get an abortion if I am pregnant and I know my boyfriend’s Mum will help me sort everything out, but I’d still rather not be pregnant in the first place.
I wish I had more motivation to do work. I want to do well, I want to get a good placement and a good job, but I just can’t seem to work until the last minute then I get really stressed.
I used to work really hard, then at 6th Form I went downhill and I hated it so much and it’s just put me off doing course work forever, so now at uni I hate doing it and I just don’t know ugh
And I always think my work isn’t up to the standard it should be and ugh I just feel shit tonight.
So there’s this guy. I don’t like him - I have a boyfriend. But he’s great, you know, as a friend. But I think he wants more, even though he knows I have a boyfriend.
He’s lovely and I have great conversations with him, but he always asks if I want to meet up with him and chat, go for a coffee or something idk.
And normally, I’d love to. Because I know there’s nothing to it except friendship. But idk I just get a really bad feeling about him sometimes.
He mentioned he’s done things in the past he isn’t proud of and how he never judges people and goes on about how trustworthy he is. Then when I told him about my boyfriend once, he said how I should never let anyone come between us, no matter how trustworthy they seem. And I don’t know, it was all in the same conversation and the choice of words just stuck out to me. How he said he was trustworthy but then told me to be aware of people who ‘seem trustworthy’.
Idk I just get really anxious about stuff and panic about nothing so idk if I should pay attention to my gut feeling of avoiding him and his bad vibe, or if it’s nothing and I’m reading into it too much…….
Any advice?
Why does the stomach have to be the hardest place to loose weight? Especially for me.
I have a bad back so I can’t do sit ups and struggle with crunches and generally anything that focuses on the stomach area really strains my spine and I just can’t do it.
So that means I’ve got to do everything else and just hope I loose weight off my stomach too.
Even though that’s the only place on my body I really hate.
Ugh.
My Mum is quite big. She’s not hugely fat but she’s a size 14/16.
I’m always terrified I’m going to end up like her. I don’t want to.
